Monday, April 19, 2010

SEX!!

Have you ever been soo sexually frusterated and can't tell anyone?! Well I am and it totally sucks ass. No one wants to listen to my complaints but I get to hear about everyone else's and I am soo tired of it. People who have already gotten some just need to back off because there are some of us who haven't even gotten to have some good sex and that is totally worse than you not having it for a couple months. I mean come on really people? Use your brains here, you have already had some release in this area while me(and I am positive some other people too) have not been able to release it yet. We have YEARS of pent up sexual frustration and I don't know about the rest of you but I am ready to explode!!! Also I have younger friends who are getting it and it is really messing with my mind. I know that it's ok that people younger than you might get something before you but with all of these people it's CRAZY! I mean even my little sister is getting more action to me. I honestly don't know if I can handle listening to people tell me about their sexual experiences without going crazy anymore. I don't know what to do because I know in our society now, with the way I look and my body type, I will not be getting any ASS anytime soon and I just can't handle that. I really can't, because not only does my body need this release, but my mind psychologically needs it to. I need help but I can't go anywhere except for one place and that only lasts for a couple of seconds :(

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Getting tired

I am soo getting tired of being alone. I know, I know isn't everyone? But it just feels like, to me anyways, that everyone is getting a chance to be with someone and I am just getting pasted over. I mean personally I think I am a pretty good person, maybe not a lot of people's physical attraction type, but I think I have a great personality, seriously I do. I am always trying to be positive and help people, but I have my days where I just can't handle it anymore. I like to have fun and do adventurous things but i also like to just chill at my house or someone else's and have a relaxing day. Now am I crazy or does this to me look like just a physical problem? But then again I see tons of girls, some even bigger than me, that are with somebody. I'm not asking for someone to marry, just someone who wants to want me in a girlfriend type of way. I really hope that I am not the only person out in this world that feels this way. And I don't want to hear from those girls who have offers to be girlfriends but don't take them because of some stupid reason. I'm talking about those girls/guys that aren't even getting asked at all. Please someone tell me that I'm not the only one, please. I really am not trying to be whiny or anything, I just really want and need somebody. And I would really hate to think that I am alone in the feeling. Can't somebody rescue me from this never ending tiredness that I can't seem to lose? Or am I stuck with this feeling for eternity? :(

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Excluding people

Why is it if you have great news you only tell some of your best friends? I mean come on don't you think the others will find out eventually, and when they do don't you think they will either be pissed off or hurt you didn't tell them? People come on use your brains!! If you have news that you think is important enought to tell your friends, make sure you tell all of them. For example if you start dating someone that you've been talking to for a while and you tell one of your best friends but not the other, it might come back to bite you in the ass! If you want to keep your personal life to yourself then that's fine, just make sure you do. Saying that you wanted to keep it to yourself, but telling like 2 of your other best friends isn't exactly on the same page. I'm just saying that you should really think about who you're going to tell before you tell anybody. This is so that you don't hurt somebody's feelings in the process of getting your information out into the world. So if you know that this so-called friend of your's who you didn't tell the information to is going to find out real soon, you should definately make sure that you're the one who tells them. Or just let them know that they really aren't one of your best friends and this will never be a problem again.